Good morning greets

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 Assalamu aleikum wa rahmatullahi wa barakatuh all :) How are u?


It's been some days.. I've been thinking to write many times, but I kinda.. I dunno. I have took some more time here on the mountain and also, I haven't been alone (!).


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I'm really, really, really happy :) alhamdulillah. Say Allaahumma barik! I'm living now with my tech support, haha. It's been great to just spend time together. He is a gentleman and taking good care of me, alhamdulillah. I know I've been married already before now couple times, so that's why I wanted to keep this to myself. But if I failed before, everything has a reason behind. I feel now that things have went in a good, slow steady pace and just generally in right way. I feel like I'm in a real marriage now for the first time. Not going to get into the details but just generally I am so happy and feel very content and appreciative, alhamdulillah. :)





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So yes, things happening and life moving forward.. I have also had some meetings with the therapists. First I met my physiotherapist for an interim evaluation, then next day met occupational therapist, and we have now started to plan next year for me. Probably I'm not going back to work life just yet, in sha Allah. 

It's good to get help. I think I have been denying treatment when I was younger, and then slipped into just accepting bare minimum treatment, that all this help now feels like a luxury now that I'm really ready for it. What comes to the hospital, it feels good to visit there.. have no hard feelings. These appointments can be also heavy sometimes but it's same time the ultimate me-time, being in the core of things. People are afraid of psychiatric treatment for nothing, or afraid of getting a stamp on the forehead that you are crazy.. It's actually so much different. It's investing in your own well-being and helping you on your healing journey. And what comes to being a muslim, well, they don't necessarily know much about islam and can't really help you with increasing your imaan and so on, but I dunno, I just have kept islam as a personal matter and have focused on other issues. I think it as it is, I'm receiving the help and treatment from a public sector in a non-muslim country so I can't wish for the stars in this. In sha Allah in the future maybe the staff will be better informed.


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So a lot of things and events to be grateful for, alhamdulillah :) I'm just so happy to have someone on my side and I feel like in this short time already, the quality of my life has gotten so much better. I feel understood, supported, cared. It feels so good, and for exchange I am ready to do my best for him and us too. :)

But now, time to take a shower and go to a morning walk. I tried walking in the evening in a dark forest and well, it didn't go so well :D


I hope you have a good start to your week! Take care, later then,


Aisha


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