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Assalamu aleikum wa rahmatullah all :) Eid Mubarak! Yesterday was so nice day, alhamdulillah. I went to Eid prayer, the masjid was packed! Managed to pray and also find my friend, and then we went to drink coffee with some sisters and had so nice time ma sha Allah. Then I came home, went to grocery shopping and the rest of the day I relaxed at home. Which I'm gonna do today too, hehe. The weather is beautiful though, sunshine and warm. Me and husband have had our own plans for this Eid, but we take some time together too in the meantime. We just started to watch One battle after another and will finish it later in sha Allah.  ... I have treated myself with unlimited cheese, chocolate biscuits and candy, and black tea with oat milk. I don't want to think about my weight or feel guilty of eating things outside my diet. I'm currently having my fourth cup of tea, and it just tastes so good. There's time to be more strict later in sha Allah. But I will start my workouts toda...

Last days

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 Assalamu aleikum wa rahmatullah :) how's your week going? I had some work today, alhamdulillah. Came home, had a shower and prayed my prayers. We had our dinner and now we've both been relaxing. Last days of Ramadan, huh? These last ten days felt heavier but also passed by so fast. ... Yeah, I'm not gonna lie, I've been struggling these last ten days. I feel like I'm so drained and I can't do anything I was supposed to do. Also I crave for sugar so intensely, that I haven't been able to keep my diet like I wanted to.  Setbacks happen. I'm disappointed in myself, but I also know it could be worse so.. alhamdulillah for everything. I try to make at least some du'aas and trust in Allah swt that He sees my effort. And Eid is just around the corner. I want it to be a happy celebration. I also want to teach myself think more positively instead of this constant worrying, so maybe I could list some achievements from this Ramadan. I hope it resonates with yo...

Week's greetings

 Assalamu aleikum wa rahmatullah all :) how's your week going? I'm making my cup of tea, and I watch some 90days too. Today was an easy day. Generally days start to feel easier now when winter starts to turn to spring and we have so much more light. Alhamdulillah. I went to pick my Vinted package and bought some greens to Suttis. Then I've also relaxed, spent time with the very much bitey Suttis, and prepared iftaar and so on.  ... What's new on the cosmetics front? Well, maybe you remember I started to use the rose water as a refreshing spray/ toner. That didn't work out. I might have had to dilute it, because it started to irritate my skin. I haven't used it since I noticed the symptoms. So yeah, not every product is for everyone.. I'll try it in baking next in sha Allah.  I've been using  The Cream  by Arctic Elixir for two weeks now, and I really like it. It has lightened my dark under eyes, and also smoothened some fine lines under my eyes too. It h...

Mixed feelings but good vibes

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 Assalamu aleikum wa rahmatullah :) how are u doing? Today has been good. We went to post a little present for my niece, and picked up some bananas and oat milk on the way home. Sometimes it's these little things that count. My husband then went to a gathering and iftaar, so I have spent the evening by myself. It's been ok too. Had some dinner and dessert, and now some tea with you guys. :) ... I don't have much to say about wars and women's rights. Maybe some other day. All I have energy to comment is that wars should not happen at all and I condemn them. And women are great and deserve so much more.  I truly wish we were living in a different world. These are not easy times. And even though we are more aware of everything through social media, it isn't only that.. it has really gotten so much worse. Humanity is hanging on a thin thread. I feel often powerless. Heck, I can't even find the right words. I've been living from hand to mouth because of our own g...

Do the things that make you happy

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 Assalamu aleikum wa rahmatullah everyone :) how have you been? We are on Ramadan 15th/16th, alhamdulillah. Half way. I had a pause in my fasting and today was my first day fasting again. This pause was kinda harsh and I haven't been feeling well. But like in life usually, nothing lasts forever, and this didn't either. I made a lot of du'aa and finally I feel better now. I'll tell you a bit more about it. I was also at work today and it went good too, alhamdulillah for that. I was very nervous yesterday, but again, made a lot of du'aa and it turned out to be a nice day together with a pleasant person and in sha Allah we will work together more.  ... I think one thing we don't talk much, especially in Ramadan time, is mental health and mental illnesses. I can only speak for myself, but I hope this reaches the right audience in sha Allah. So, I usually do see some more struggle in Ramadan time. I know it's the time when it's only our nafs and us, the devil...

Waiting for the end

 Assalamu aleikum wa rahmatullahi wa barakatuh dears, near and far. How are u? Today we woke up to the news of Israel and USA attacking Iran. Also Pakistan attacked to Afghanistan. This makes me so sad that on Ramadan there's all these conflicts going on. In Palestine, Syria, Lebanon, Sudan.. I don't know even what to say. I don't support any kind of oppression, and war is never an answer. It's oil and power, possibly lands which they want. Control of the Middle East. I really don't have words. Like USA, isn't there your own nation to take care of, than putting all tax payer money to wage another war? And Trump wanted the peace prize.. I just can't believe how we let all this happen. They have made us passive with their capitalism, and they have been fueling racism, so we would be distracted from all of their wicked plans. I do believe we are closer to the end of times. ... I get so overwhelmed if I think of the world and even Finland's politics (which i...

Testing some goodies

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 Assalamu aleikum wa rahmatullahi wa barakatuh dears :) how have u been? Alhamdulillah. 8th day of fasting! Time goes so fast, a week passed by already. I feel good, and maybe I should do more good deeds, because the fasting has settled and feels normal now. I have had very small goals for this Ramadan, just to keep them achievable. But maybe now it would be the time to step up a bit. :) ... Today I finally got my package I have been waiting for more than a week because it kinda got lost in the post. I even had to pick it from the furthest shop. A good walk I guess :) After that I went to do groceries too. My bag was heavy! I was all finished when I got home, but alhamdulillah we have now everything we needed. And I also bought a perfume for myself to cheer me up (and I didn't have one so it was a need too).  The package contained my  Arctic Elixir  product, the Cream :) I got accepted in a 100 people test group, we are testing the Cream on our under eye area. I'm in...