It doesn't take much but gives

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 Assalamu aleikum wa rahmatullahi wa barakatuh guys :) how's your evening?


I decided to write, just for a chat, because for some reason my Max doesn't work, Yle Areena doesn't work, Youtube doesn't work, and we don't also have a tv right now so what am I supposed to do 😟 My husband is sleeping so only quiet activity I could think of is journaling. I don't also want to go out because I was out already today lol. So we are stuck here!


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Today I kinda start to find my happiness again. It took some tears, few outbursts, love and comforting, and that one walk in the forest and I started to feel better again. My hormones are storming for some reason, and I think they partly are the reason for my problems lately, or at least that I have been quite moody. But anyways, alhamdulillah, now on the better side again. Don't give any side eye or evil eye, just be happy. (: it doesn't really take much. And this might not last long, even though I of course hope so.

So I went out today, to see a seamster, and visited few second hand shops on the way too. I wasn't anxious, everything went fine, looks like my nervous system starts to calm down finally. It feels so good to be able to do regular things and it makes me fall in love with my little life again.


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How have you been lately? How do you feel about the end of the year?

I'm relieved this year I am going to spend the holidays at home at not celebrating at all. A little jingle halal started to bubble inside of me, but I got rid of it :D yeah it's kinda funny but also if you find out about the original "jingle bells" it is very much not fun at all. At all. And remember that Christmas is originally a pagan if not satanic holiday so really better not to get too festive about it.. 

.. and if you're alone through the holidays, remember that Allah is always with you ♥ You can maybe change the lonely days to a nice self care holiday and spend some quality time with yourself. Or find other lonely ones and connect in sha Allah. 


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This current happiness may not last long, but alhamdulillah for it for now. I hope you too are feeling fine and well. Ramadan is coming and these are the times to start preparing, if not physically yet but spiritually. And may it be the light to carry you through this darkest time of the year. :) ameen.


I'll be relaxing this evening, tomorrow another day in sha Allah. Have a good evening and good night ✨



Aisha





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