Calm in the chaos
Assalamu aleikum dears, near and far. And whereeever you are, hehe. How are u doing?
I have mixed feelings. On the other hand I'm doing fine and on the other, well, it's all what's going on in the world right now. I don't have wise words, all I can say is la ilaha illallah.
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In my bubble, it's been a nice day. I'm waiting patiently what's gonna happen with the school, I will know in the end of summer in sha Allah. But I'm already mentally preparing myself, I need to be able to study of course, and overcome at least some of my anxiety if I get accepted. But mainly I just leave everything to Allah swt, that is the best way. Everything that is supposed to happen will happen. No one can take your risq away. And now, today, right here is where we are supposed to be.
We also went for a walk in the forest, then I put away some clothes to donation, hand washed few clothes, prepared dinner and hang out with hubby again. Now I made some vegan chocolate cookies, and some tea, and sat down with you. :)
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Days like these... It feels selfish to just babble about myself, but also I've never been good to articulate my thoughts about politics. It seems so clear what is wrong in the world (capitalism, colonialism/white supremacy, wars, for starters) and how the problems there is would be easily fixable (but not, because of capitalism, colonialism/white supremacy, wars).. there is enough and plenty food and money for everyone. If. If. Those who actually hold the power and money would actually be willing to be equal and just with people.
People need their lands back. People need to get paid according to their work. People need to have access to healthcare. People need to be safe and able to protect their families. People need justice.
Even to have an average looking life looks more like a luxury now. What do people even do with their wealth? Just buy more stuff.. or invest, to make more money, in a system that serves those who have money already. I don't mean to be bitter, if you have money, good for you. I just wish people would use their wealth for good instead of supporting this system that oppresses everyone.
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So either the bubble or the worry. Have to balance I guess.
I should have thought of balance while eating these chocolate cookies... maybe I ate one too much, ugh.
I originally wanted to write about haircare stuff, but here we are now. Allah knows best, I hope we get those good news soon. In the meantime, take care of yourself ♥ And thank you for reading. I feel like I have been kinda off lately, but I actively try to make better content in sha Allah. Also feel free to comment and give some feedback, it's very much appreciated :)
Next time then,
Aisha
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