Blues and another day

 Assalamu aleikum wa rahmatullah dears :) how's your weekend going?

I have an extra day in the week because I thought the whole day that today is Sunday. Alhamdulillah. We had our differences today, both went our own ways in the daytime, but we had also some time to hang out together on the balcony too. Later we had more differences as we had an argument, but it's ok now. That happens sometimes. I hope we both learn from this. I love him so much and just want him to be happy. 

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The day has been blue, hence the jacket. I got also today a Vinted bought skirt, smoky blue too but way too skimpy.. but skimpy goes for home wear so it's ok, hehe. It has been so warm this weekend that it feels like summer really has started, even though we just have welcomed May. Usually the first summer month in Finland is June. But there's little leaves on the trees, "mouse ears" as we call them, and some flowers have popped up and the grass is green. Ma sha Allah. The winter is so dark, I feel like all this sunshine is just pure energy. Well, as it is quite literally but I mean sitting in the sun feels like I'm a sponge soaking in the light, and it feels like this is what we've been waiting. I hope my anxiety lets me leave the house and do all kinda fun things. But my back up plan is the balcony, that's why it's so important to me, because at least I get to enjoy the sun and flowers if I feel difficulties on going out. 

The picture doesn't show it, but I wore an abaya! :)

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Yeah, there were some big emotions today, and my head feels heavy. I have also been feeling very lonely past week, and I have just been thinking about all kinds of things in my mind. Past things, mistakes, hurts and heart aches. Sometimes it's like this I guess. Alhamdulillah. 

Today it's a short post, I put some more pictures in Insta from this weekend. Have a good evening and take care of each other ♡ next time then,

Aisha