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 Assalamu aleikum wa rahmatullah dears :) how have u been?


This time I don't have pictures. But the setting is familiar, I'm sitting at the kitchen table with my laptop, tea cup next to me, and news to tell. :)


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I haven't made up my mind yet, is this good news or bad news, but I didn't get chosen to the school. Or the next step, the interview, I didn't have enough points. Well, I was a bit sad about it, but same time a bit relieved. 

I have few other options I could do, and can think more. Maybe I will meet an occupational therapist and physiotherapist and talk about the possibilities I have. 

The freedom feels good, but the future visions are blurred. In my situation, I'm somewhat of an outcast of the society, but I wish not to be one. I have a mental illness and I'm living way below the average wage. But I refuse these labels to define me. I am so much more and I could do more than now. But what will it be, time will tell.


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I'm having a day off today, it means that I don't go anywhere.. I have just done some home chores and still gonna cook before hubby gets home, in sha Allah. Life's not bad, it's actually good and peaceful, ma sha Allah, no need to feel sad. :) it's all about the perspective I guess.


I hope you'll have a nice weekend :) take care and next time then, 


Aisha


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