Mediation
Assalamu aleikum wa rahmatullah 👋 Here I am, alhamdulillah. Past week has been especially a bit of a mess. And by 'past week' I mean myself.. 😨 But I think it's better to write it out. And in sha Allah it's gonna work out. ... So I have had actually many difficulties in adjusting the life here. It has more to do with me myself than anything here. Maybe it's the big change itself, and the intention to now stay here that has made my perspective so serious. In reality, many people have been warm and welcoming. My husband works long days, and is tired all the time, subhan Allah. Still he is always loving and patient, ma sha Allah. In reality, I am so happy to be here. The house we're living in feels like home. Everything is fine, alhamdulillah. Same time, in my mind I have been feeling that I never can fit in. I haven't been a good wife, I have been so insecure, and things that don't really matter have gotten wings. Eight legs, eight eyes. To talks about