Cup of tea with Aisha

 Assalamu aleikum wa rahmatullah :)  My laptop is back and alhamdulillah how much easier things are now, especially what comes to writing. Now I can write my blog better, much better, and also I can continue writing a story I started last year.  Last time I wrote about tears, and to be honest it's not much easier, but of course there's always things to be grateful of. So it's a little difficult, difficult, lemon, difficult (a meme - not easy, peasy, lemon squeezy), but as the days go by I learn to deal with this thing better and better, alhamdulillah. ... So should we go back to all the positive things? I say yes. And one of my favourite things is creating different sorts of lists. I think it's a good time for.. June favourites! 1. Summer is here How beautiful it is outside! It looks like the leaves on the trees and bushes couldn't be any larger than they are right now, and summer just started. Flowers, lilac trees.. all kinda tree seeds floating in the air. And the

 Assalamu aleikum everyone, how are you doing? I'm a little scared to write. It's same why I'm sometimes worried to pray and recite out loud: I worry I'm just gonna cry. Crying itself is healing. I think it as washing our hearts clean again, from sins and that sticky situation mud that keeps weighing us down. But it's hard to let go of self control like that. Sometimes I cry often. Sometimes it comes from empathy. Sometimes it can be coming from self pity and those hard feelings of neglect and abandonment. I am a love junkie - when I feel lonely, that's when my eyes bowl easily.     ...   Can a person cry and be strong same time? Of course. Can a person have sabr, patience, and cry still? Definetly. To feel your feelings and be in the moment who you are takes a lot of strenght. I have never wanted to become cynical, and my cries have saved me from that, alhamdulillah.    ...   Right now I'm going through something very difficult in my life. I don't feel