Cup of tea with Aisha

 Assalamu aleikum wa rahmatullah :) I listen Maher Zain's vocals only playlist, made a cup of fruit tea, and sat down with you guys. :) Alhamdulillah. Last week was a bliss but this week has been harder again.. that's how it goes. Sometimes easy and sometimes have to try a little more. ... I want to change some of my ways, to live more healthier. And I have already taken steps towards my goal to feel stronger and overall better. I recently joined a women's gym, and I have been starting to go for longer walks. I try to cut sugar from my diet. Not all, but I do tend to snack cookies and candy etc. so that's something that I have to change. Now I keep oat yoghurt always in fridge, nice raspberry flavor, and I also have fruits always available. And I've noticed that more healthier I eat, I have less cravings. I normally now try to eat breakfast, then a bigger lunch and after that only sandwich or so. I drink more, water of sugar free juice, and I also have still my habi

 Assalamu aleikum wa rahmatullah :) bismillah.. .. and alhamdulillah. Things have started to work out in a nice way. Thanks to Allah swt, answering my du'aas.. <3 One by one, my problems have been solved and future looks a bit brighter. I can't say enough alhamdulillah, I'm so relieved. ... I've lived in this home for more than a year now. What a year it was.. it felt like in the Groundhog Day movie. Like time would have been frozen. Now I try to remember my own advices and move forward. Healing is still a process.   First I thought that this apartment will never feel like home. But now I feel it, I feel like I am at home. My previous apartment was so beautiful but I can see the same vibe in here now. It's cosy. It has some flaws too but hey, who hasn't? :)                                          I started to collect flower themed paintings. Few I have gotten as a gift too. :) I love my washing machine. It's the first time I have an own washing machine i

 Assalamu aleikum 🥰 I'm so happy to wake up today for a new day. Yesterday was a disaster but in sha Allah today will be good. We have a beautiful sunshine here, +21degrees, and a cloudless blue sky. Alhamdulillah. _____________________________________________ Today I want to talk about my favourite colour: red ❤️ I love it in every shade, but best I like bright red and burgundy. Based on what I see in Pinterest, bright red will be trending this summer, and next summer too. I've been following a trend called dopamine dressing, and I think I used to dress like that when I was younger, in so trendy too, 00's. It's nice to dress more colourful, but I do trust black also. But that's what it is about, everyone can make their own mixture.   Bright red is a colour that represents love and passion, and especially in the nature it often means danger. It is dangerous to wildly follow our desires.. but red can also give energy, vibrant, beautiful and attractive vibes. As a hi

 Assalamu aleikum wa rahmatullahi wa barakatuh! I've been away, living my life and going through things. Just now I had an idea just to check my statistics on this blog. And what I see! So many reads.. I feel like I owe you a post 😄😇 The main reason I don't write anymore so often is that I can currently use only my phone. But I tell you true, it's easy to use as an excuse. I don't really want to confront the issues I have been dealing with. I know my blog posts are not high culture but every time I write, it's a process where I need to look into my heart, and it's not always easy.. But yes, lately I have started to take care of myself again. Or should I say, focus on all the good there is in my life. I have lived for a marriage so much that I forgot myself. And now I need time for myself to check my boundaries and also find myself again. ____________________________________________ My name is Aisha Elina Marjukka, Aisha as my choice of a muslim name (not oblig