Just pics and things

 Assalamu aleikum wa rahmatullahi wa barakatuh all :) how u doing?

I could eat everything we have in the house, this PMS.. but alhamdulillah. It's been a nice weekend so far. I haven't done anything special but just enjoying my time. 

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I like to keep things in stock just that I can be sure I never run out, this applies in foods and beauty products. I picked yesterday my face oils from Limepop. This time I chose organic almond oil and carrot seed oil. The carrot seed oil has lot of vitamins A and E, and lots of antioxidants. It is basically an essential oil, so it needs a carrier oil (note taken from the face mask situation!). I added it to the face mask I still have, with some castor oil and almond oil, and now it's perfect. I added it now also to my ready face oil mix, I think I have there just jojoba oil and rosemary oil, maybe castor oil too, can't remember. But yeah, I'm interested to see does the carrot seed oil make a change for example to fine lines.

 

 

A major disappointment is that Limepop, which is my favorite online shop, does sell products made in Israel. At least their organic and cleansed jojoba oils contain Israeli produced oils, probably other products too. I know maybe the best option would have been boycotting the whole shop. I was thinking I could write them a feedback letter. In sha Allah I do it, at least then I've tried to do something about it. So if you order anything from there, check it! Last time I placed an order, I didn't even think that they'd have some connection to Israel.. a note to myself, again, look closer what u do.

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I'm still, as always, a work in progress. I do my self care and little workouts and walks. I'm looking forward to find my aspiration in life. Right now I just want to make myself stronger, mentally and physically. The aspiration can come later. I want to feel like I'm blooming. I kinda have all the components for it, but something is missing. Part of it is acceptance of where I am right now. It's very difficult to always be the pioneer in your own life, without anybody to look up to. And I guess it's inevitable, we all must find our path. I may have been astray so long that I'm longing for a steady track to follow. Also I'm in front of something new, which is up to me to find out.

And some days I just wanna fly like a butterfly, love flowers and be happy.

 

 

I have had to give goodbyes for some of the things I wanted to achieve already. And is it really worth it if the "win" is just another achievement? I want it to be a blessing. Allah swt will provide the best way and He knows what we truly need. 

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I'm having some licorice&mint tea, this is so good. Alhamdulillah. The boys are sleeping again, or men should I say, as Suttis will be 19 years this summer. Young men. Other is sleeping normally I guess and other has his back leg in the air. You can guess again which is which... hhh. 

I hope you are doing well, dear reader, have a nice weekend and let's talk again soon :)

Aisha